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I sweated when I woke up. It was quite hot day, but it was dry.
Usually I don’t sweat. The cause of the sweat wasn’t the heat
How many times have I seen the same dream?
I am pretending to forget about the past, yet it seems like I couldn’t.
Past are always vivid and bind people.
I have never seen same fun dream twice.
Painful past keeps coming in my dream for several years.
At the begging, it was just a bad memory.
After keep dreaming of that event, the bad memory became the scar of the past.
I guess I am still afraid of …….
Never mind.. Iwill never say my weakness.